by Iya de Claro, 2023
When all you can think about
Is the regret and pain you feel
Where you went wrong, you try to figure out
Closing your eyes, you replay the reel
You lay in bed, trying your best to fall asleep
Wanting to see the good amidst the bad
But you know you can’t help but weep
And succumb to the pressure– you go mad
It suffocates you until you can no longer
Inhale the fresh air, even with all your might
And you wish you were much stronger
You struggle, but you just can’t put up a fight
In a swirling vortex of woe and despair you lay
Stuck in a black hole of worry, paralyzed by fear
Staring at the wall, you do nothing with your day
As if no sign of improvement draws near
Don’t you fret, for something gleams
In the darkness that stirs endlessly
It is the glow of your hopes and dreams
They need you to stay strong, so desperately
And after all the sulking and moping
You realize that you are more than this
You are a star, far too great for self-loathing
You are not your misses, but your hits
So you pick yourself up, dust yourself off
Preparing yourself for what the world will throw at you
Ready for the next blitzkrieg, the next standoff
You get out of bed, and start the day anew
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